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wat do u do wen da one u love and care about has left u for da one dey like n da person dey like is treatin dem wrong n u dnt kno how 2 tell dem cuz dey won't talk 2 u n u cant do nothing about it but cry 4 dem n u cuz u kno he has dne u da same way but u dnt want him 2 get hurt even doe he hurt u badly u still want da best 4 him no matta wat cuz u care about dem enuf 2 still love dem afta everything dey did 2 hurt u n make u feel i wish der was a way i cud tell him cuz its hurtin me more than wat he's dne 2 me cuz he shud b wit me cuz i love him and care about him deeply but i jus dnt kno how 2 tell him and now it mite b 2 late well it is kind of 2 late cuz im not wit him n he ignores me even doe he said he wud still tawk 2 me idk im jus real hurt rite now

So I'm really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really,really, really, really, REALLY freaking bored.� I'm sitting in my English class, waiting for the bell to ring because I've finished everything� had to work on. Its annoying because there is ten minutes of class left too. In this class I did some emailing, drawing, some more emailing, and searching pictures for goldfish.� Well...... I'm going to go and talk to some friends now.

Buh-bye!

}Y{- Nichelle

Seems like it is the end of it...

isn't it?

hope u enjoy the journey wit us..^^

we r havin our own gud time...

tQ if u care.....but it isn't necessary anymore...

(8/4/2008)

honestly..sumtimes...enjoyed wen u r gone..

i think its kind of crazy when you give your all into something� and it still don't come out right. its just like baking a cake you follow all the directions and still don't come out right. so i guess you can say relationships and baking are some what alike but i find it kind of crazy and a little unfair when somebody give there all to try to be with someone and try to love them but after awhile they don't love you back. but how come when most people do very little to be with someone and do them wrong but still end up with them. its not fair the one's that want to do right and doing right always be the one that get hurt in the end but the one that always mess up still get that person but don't treat them right and tat person is so blind that they don't see what's real and what's not. i wish i knew the answer to this.

During the last period..

u told me that u felt isolated....

i hope u r smarter den that...u r being...

after all the incidents happened..

u dunn even bother to ask...to care...or to know...

juz blame...blame...n yet...still blaming...

a job well done...for u...

think again for wat u did...

think again about the promises u made...

think about the friendship we once had...

afterall...is ur choice...finally its time to make ours...

(7/4/2008)

we still luv u~

西湖龙井

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� 突然收到老友由杭州快递来的茶, 老友电话里说, “我好不容易搞到些正宗明前西湖龙井，尝尝鲜吧？” 说心里话, 老朋友送给我们的岂止是茶, 他送给我们的这是我们在国外生活时无法想象的 ‘奢侈’.

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� 清明节, 我和老公都斟上一杯这远道而来的情意, 慢慢地享受这色淡香浓的极品. 越品越有味. 谁说茶不 ‘醉’人? 人真是到了一定的年龄后才体会茶的美妙韵味。

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� 中文‘茶’ 字很讲究, 人在草木中, 人是大自然的产物, 不能脱离自然环境. 茶是个非常中国的折中的饮品, 苦香甜涩的分子加起来除以二就是茶了。茶是爽头的饮品, 好朋友来访, 斟上一杯热茶, 可以聊上半天都不觉得累.

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� 与茶相对应的 ‘可乐’是美国快餐文化的代表, 浓甜气盛, 很爽嘴也很不健康, 但迎合孩子和年轻人的口味. ‘可乐’ 这个名字也很实在地提醒人类热衷不检点行为的荒谬可笑, 美国人就是, 一边狂减肥, 一边狂饮可乐.

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�� 不可否认, 在人类为健康奋斗的到道路上, 茶就有慢慢取代中国甚至世界可乐市场的历史使命. 诚然, 做文化校正谈何容易. 任重而道远, 茶将上下而求索..

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I am grateful for awareness